My heart froze as every light on my dashboard flashed on and off, Christmas-style. Which would have been fascinating, had it been Christmas, and had I not been driving 65 mph down I-80. "DAD EVERYTHING IS FLASHING. IT'S FLASHING AND I'M DRIVING 65 MILES PER HOUR." Dad told me everything would be fine, I just needed to make it home. Yes, okay. I can make it home with a Christmas light show. It will be fine. It wasn't fine. Five minutes later my car refused to go any further and I found myself on the shoulder (which was barely a shoulder as the mountains of snow took up most of the shoulder space) of the interstate, under an overpass, as semis and SUVs sped past me, ON A FRIDAY (car problems are not meant for Fridays!), shaking my car and throwing me into a full-blown emotional meltdown. The last time I was so terrified was probably when I was 7 years old, trying to fall asleep after watching scary Lifetime movies with my mom. It is a scary thing to be com...
I started this earlier today and am just finishing it now. So if you’re wondering why the “sun is beaming” at 11:30 pm at night, that’s why. The sun is beaming, the snow is melting, and I am waiting. Waiting for my coffee jitters to wear off, waiting for my toes to warm up (never happens), and…I’m waiting for my boyfriend to get here. Woah. Yes, ladies and gentlemen, I have a boyfriend. And I wish there were a more mature word for a 22 year-old woman than the prepubescent and immature connotations that go along with the term “boyfriend,” but I can’t think of any. So boyfriend it is. For those of you who aren’t on Facebook, or didn’t see it, or creep on my blog and have never even met me, his name is Jon. He’s cool. He’s wonderful. He loves Jesus and really follows Him. I’m lucky (Christians can’t say lucky. I’m blessed). I just thought I’d throw that out there. Yes I realize this came out of nowhere for most of you. If you want to hear the story, I would love to tell ...
Our Story: I feel like I’m supposed to tell you a romantic tale of distress and bleakness, and how Jon rode in and saved my heart with his rippling muscles and enchanting blue eyes. I feel like I’m supposed to tell you how he turned it all around, how he made everything better. Unfortunately, that’s not the story I have for you. This story is one that shows much more glory than the romantic love between a crooked-nosed Iowan and a freckle-faced Nebraskan. You see, when I first met Jon in October of 2011, he was everything but an answer to my prayers. My heart was confused and was at a point of crawling through piles and piles of mess and filth. My memory (thankfully) fails me when it comes to the details, but fragments of memories include desperately praying (which turned into rage-filled screams) in the car, taking an hour to get out of bed to face the hopelessness of the day, and being too exhausted to wipe the tears t...
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